我讨厌你！！
我鄙视你！！
一点男生的样子的都没有！！
幼稚小气！！
连你弟弟都比你成熟
一天到晚只会花父母的钱
事事都依赖别人
从兴华坐巴士回家会死咩？？
还要人家放下手下的工作去载你
你以为你是谁？
连我这个女生都不怕了你害怕什么？
更何况是那么的近！！
你不要以为你的样子好看人家就会喜欢你
从你的谈吐就知道你有多幼稚！！
你的样子难看，难看死了！！
我绝不会承认你好看！！
在外面对别的女生温柔体贴
对自己的姐姐就像对待狗一样
男生睡床，女生睡地上？
你赢了
你冲凉30分钟
我才10分钟你竟然说我慢？！
XXX的
电脑老是坏也因为你
你只会怪别人！！
没看过用电脑那么白痴的人
只会说是我的东西太多了
留级了还不觉得丢脸
玩game啦
你玩多一点
我看你最后怎样死
我绝对不会再帮你了
好心没好报！
你完全不会感激也不会改过

我就放弃你了

拜托你
成熟一点
就一点好不好？？
为自己的未来着想吧

relief

i am so not happy on my result
not satisfy
depressed about it
i am such a failure
i dont want step in taylors using this shit result
if they welcome me i'll say no thanks

disappointed
why i cant get the one i dream about?
or i cant get back to my own level ANYMORE?
people were keep improving
but me?
low low low low low low "yea a song =="

i cried
but you said i played more
you will never see it
you know me 18 years but you never understand me at all
i did cried and i played too
so what?
dont say anything not related to me
care about your son la
i dont expect he will better than me MORE
i am so enough depress dont pull me down again
prove to me your result better me
i am enough of disappointment
why dont just stop talking this bullshit result?
blame yourself? i dont think so
just making your more innocent
prove yourself that you not the person who let your daughther result like this
i dont need it thank you very much

so now
i dont want go taylors anymore
i am sure that i cant get any schorlaship
i dont know should i give up mass comm
i dont know what i am doing right now
what should i do and where should i go?
no place will accept me and my this shit result
i hate it so so much you know?
i rather dont want

heading over somemore after few hours
i wont tell you where i'm going
i wanna take a breath
a deep deep breath
i want fresh air and an enviroment WITHOUT STUPID RESULT
but later i gonna meet a 7A's girl
and spent 5 days with her
how i gonna face THEM

this moment
i might be senstive
and back to EMO again
i need some time to recover



"maybe i just suitable for low class course although my dad already prepared money for me to study?"

2A 7 Credit 2D la
if is you will song bor
will song bor?
you song i give you a punch more song la
wa bor song lor
wa bor su ka laa
wa ai si eh sai bor
wa ai ker terjun liao laa
ZZZZzzzz

work so hard get this kind of shit
who wants?
kanasai T^T

死期?

明天
可以说是决定我未来的一天
怎么说呢？
我日后的生活就要看那张纸上有几个A了
感觉上还蛮可笑的
full A in exam doesn't mean that get full A in life!
为什么我们的政府还是那么的...无语
算了现在的我们只能认命咯==
谁叫我们生在这个年代 ZZZzzz
为了不让我们的后代继续这种填鸭式的的教育方式
我们要怎么zekkk =.=
"paiseh, 在office太闷了，没人和我谈天，哈哈！"
转回话题
我的成绩
会是怎样呢？
说真的
还蛮紧张的==
我怕我得到的成绩是比预料中的差
就像PMR那时
我一直认为我会得到我应得的
没想到
差天差地
这一次
我自认比之前的任何一次考试都努力
唉
真的无法预料
我希望有5个A啦
不在乎A1或A2
有A就好

now let's have a summary on this =.=
Bahasa Malaysia-
呃，在班上的状况是不错啦...希望可以拿个A2咯，嘻嘻

Bahasa Inggeris-
嗯，这一次嘛，B3不错啦，能的话A2咯~哈哈

Bahasa Cina-
我要A1!!不过好像不太可能哦 =.= 有A就好

Math-
我看死这科== 及格就好

Science-
呃，有下点功夫 拼A2!!

Sejarah-
花了我rm300多，fail的话就...

Pendidikan Moral-
这一次应该不糊涂，有机会A吧？
Prinsip Perakaunan-
这科不敢抱任何希望 ==

Ekonomi Asas-
说真的，随缘 =.=

Kesusasteraan Cina-
呃...在班上好像没拿过A吧 == 这科，能的话，有A也不错，哈哈！

Pendidikan Seni-
A啦A啦A啦A啦 XD

呃，如果成绩没那么好的话就去taylor了咯
相反的，如果成绩不错爸爸要我申请奖学金 ==
我不知道啦

保佑我
我想要个好成绩
拜托了

p/s:i guess i couldn't sleep tonight =P

Busy Sunday

today is a bright sunday
haha~
a great day for chi shao first class
but before that i fetch my bro go to school
when i reach tzu chi centre i am LATE!
LOL
irresponsible senior "wakakakakakakaka"
i was in the 人文真善美 group again
haha~
i love this job soooo much
only take picture
hoho~
in the first class
must have 四威仪 marr
is a presentation that show to our cutie juniors those do and do not
师姑asked me to act
SHOCKED O.o
why me? ==
i dint have acting talent LOL
the part i played was a "crazy girl" girl with messy hair

i playing the negative side lor

as a chi shao should have tidy hair and tie with braids mar

silly thing i done =.=

acting like siao po keep combing my hair

SO NOT ME =.=

overall still ok la

but kinda BORED

i miss minghuang 师伯 them T^T

later on mum's eye pain again so need da fetch her home lor

after that start pia my class magazine d

arrange a while with my own comp the ahead to my mum office to print

i bring margie along with me

haha

if not will bored to death leh~~

then

PRINT-PRINT-PRINT

after 3 hours 5a4 magazine finally OUT!!

woooohooo
i am so so so happy~~~

finally!!!

want have a peek for our cover??

will post up on the next post!

hoho~

really high la can finish all these

thank to my cutie little pinkie piggy nana!

my best partner!!

LOL

"i am so high"

when printing i cant stop laughing

margie so gan jiong whether i ki siao or what

wakakakakakaka~~

kay dinner time!

we having steamboat at eng ann
this shop moved from bukit tinggi

is was so so nice

STRONGLY RECOMMENDED^^

beside guardian

go have a try~~~

later on we have a walk at book valley

they going to move soon

to PJ or subang @.@ forgot d

so now they having clearance stock

me, mum, lil bro bought a lot!

especially me

see~~

it cost us RM290.00

oh my oh my~
i bought over 5 books i think @.@

see some of my collection here~
hehe~

佐贺的超级阿麽
i bought the 2nd one today^^

no doubt! I LOVE DOGS! I LOVE MY NICKY
haha~
查理与我 and 再见了，可鲁 was bought today
Marley and Me which NOW IN CINEMA was my first dog's book
"who wanna watch this movie with me?? T^T"
我在雨中等你 was my second dog's book~~

Call Me Driver!! lol

wonder is a chance or a torture for me

these days i had become a full time driver to my family

haha~

guess what?

my dad with his friends went to chengmai

they having golf tournament there

how relaxing =.=

while my mum just finish her eye operation

she do lasik "again"

these days she unable to see clearly

so~

i appointed to be da DRIVER =.=

which with FOC

LOL~~~

so nowdays i drive half day in a day

tired =.=

plus sleepy

i wake up early for 4 days already

i beh tahan liao laaaa

i want sleep until afternoon lehhh

*ignore me*

yorrrr

i want sleep enough laaa

yerrrrrrr

i cannot tahan not enough sleep

T^T

this few days rush here rush there

my mum, my 2 brothers keep call me to fetch them to here to there
my time is fully loaded

only midnight is my time

BUT

my mum not allow me to out when midnight

just like last friday

i meet up cecilia at bukit tinggi
we planned to chit-chat until 1am something

duuhhhzzz

my mum called me to back

yorrrr

you already booked me when day time why still wanna take away my free time laaaa T^T

dad~~~

faster come back T^T

nehh

see

now is totally AHMAD LOOK

ohya~

some little thingy

for me kinda cute laa

see how you all think XD

erm erm...

piggy nehh~LOL

Drive On Da Way!!!

Wooohooo~
hang out with my 5a4/08 yesterday
it was out tall girl *sinyee* birthday!
first station we sing k at green box
starts from 2pm until 6.30pm i think
when me, siewfoong, hongyee go in the room 46
owh mann
there was like a sauna =.=
hot you know? >.<
at first the atmosfera was so cold
everyone so quiet and most of them stick on their phone
haha
oh nearly forgot something interesting
chihyin come with hongyee's car
but she wanna give the birthday girl a suprise
she asked us to cheat sinyee that she was not coming
the other hand chihyin go to buy cake for the celebration XD
as expected
sinyee believe what we said
siewfoong almost broke our game
haha
finally chihyin shows up with her cake
sinyee was so touched
hehe~
then is photo time!
*photos will be upload SOON*
when we was on the highest point
my mum calls =.=
she asked me to fetch the hinhua guy
*friends know what i mean right? =.=*
i stop my singing half way T^T
just to fetch da fatty! what the...
when putting he down at our house
mum called me again
she said she headache wanna go for theraphy
oh my
my mum seems (sounds) sick
no reason for reject right??
++++++++++++++++++
small little complainment here =.=
for we the newbie driver
doesnt like our parents be our passenger or sit beside us
maybe they're full of experience but they easy to get sensitive too
arrghh
they cant let us drive with our style
when they on car
we asked to slow down which follow their rhythem
get what i mean?
an example here
lets say traffic light infront turns red
i need to step the brake to slow down right?
as a driver we knows our cars situation
from which spot we brake we will know which spot we stop
BUT
when parents beside us
they will easy get panic
distance between the car infront still far away
they ask me to stop =.=
now we the on get panic kay =.=
haha~just some complainment la XD
especially for my mum XP
++++++++++++++++++++
okay back to the topic XD
we have a fun time in green box
keep shout like mad people
yelling like hell
hoho
i like this feeling
expressssssssssss
pressure mannnnnnnnnnn
hahahahaha~~~~
i have sang many high key song "for me"
i am low key person XD
one word
song ahhhhhhh LOL
some entertainment sometimes quite nice XD
next station~
bekerley's pasar malam near siewfoong house
siewfoong, suehhooi, siohhooi was in my car
i told them my drving skill improve a lot
no more 30km/h on the road
muahahahaa
dont know how they feel when in my car @.@
comment please! XD
when we reach there's almost 8.30pm
same stalls already prepare to close
so early weii
i bought corn and bubble tea
muahahahaha~~
next on
station one =.=
i ordered chicken chop again
but i prefer bukit tinggi's
here de so salty
yucckkss
we guys chit-chat photo snapping until 11pm something
so then
go home luhh

+good news near, emo me no more coming ^^+

memory leakage?

seriously
i dont know what i'm doing for these days
maybe flirting around fooling around dreaming around
is that really computer sucked my memory away?
i cant remember what i done at the past few seconds
oh my gosh
getting older?
i dont want this kind of life
there's many of beautiful nice memory need to keep inside my mind
i dont wanna lose these and those we have before
this sickness cause me lots of mistake while working
forgot to key in customers' purchase order number
forgot what customers' talking in the phone after i hang up
forgot whose cheque is ready to collect
forgot which supplier is deliver themselve or own collect
SHIT YOU WWS!
WTH YOU DOING??!!
YOU SUCKS!
"kindly slap me somebody...i wanna wake up from my silly dream" T^T