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Saturday, July 30, 2011

Day 4: Seven Wants

1. Themed coffee shop
This is my dream since small, hehe. Imagine people sitting in a comfy single couch, enjoying the coffee smelled atmosphere, with a sweet taste of tiramisu cake.While me busy in the kitchen preparing stuff for customers. Oh gosh how amazing is that. No doubt, I can bake okay? :D As for the theme, I already have 1 in mind, postcard! There entire wall of the shop will have postcard pasted on. Well, need quite an amout though, I am working on it already! So far the postcards I have now can cover half of a wall in my room. :D

2. Diploma in Pastry and Bakery
I always want to do Tourism majoring in this, but my dad rejected, harshly, with a powerful reason. That is, I will not have free time when people celebrating big festival like CNY, Hari Raya because I have to work out effing hard to prepare sufficient amount of cakes and cookies for these festival. So, I am gonna do this after my degree is done, most prolly study in part time. Hobby mah :D

3. My own house
Note that I am not that kind oh-I-wanna-leave-my-parents-asap-because-they-are-so-annoying girl. I gonna buy myself a house in the future, I am the only owner, I own everything in the house. And the design in it I already sort of figured out, hehehe. Comfy type lah! :P I think this is quite important as I take this as a thing that must do to indicates I am a grown up! :D

4. Backpacker
Dad doesn't allow too but I am still gonna do it anyway. New Zealand is the first place, must do it before 30 years old yawww!

5. Athlete body
I want back my athlete body like seriously. Now I couldn't even run like before. Miss those days run 400m like orang gila. Toss softball like a pro pitcher. Swing bat like a batter. Table tennis backhand forehand 100 times. Roarrrr. I want my healthy body back T.T And and and, I keep gaining weight T.T

6. Thicker face
I often got comment that my face is too thin, the another meaning is, I am too shy. Well, kinda true. I couldn't make jokes in front of people that I newly know, just shy shy shy shyyyy. I remember my POP art teacher in Tzu Chi said that: 害羞只会让你失去更多. I knowwww, I am trying to improve alreadyyyyy.

7. I want any one of the apple product can? Like almost everyone have either IPhone, IPod, IPad bla bla. I have none. Okay lah, just wanna make myself cooler can? These are not necessities though, I know :P

Friday, July 29, 2011

Is all about the money, money, money.

Just tensed up. frustrated, feel like bang my head to the wall hard.

Why the fuck is everything there so expensive? And can you people stop giving me pressure? I KNOW IS EXPENSIVE! No point emphasize this to me again, just couldn't change anything. Both of us know this very clearly, this is a one way ticket, there is no way to turn back or pull off.

All I can do is study fucking hard and get scholarships okay? I only eat under residence okay? I don't go for hang out okay? This is all I could promise and do!

They only allow students who study 2 semesters and above to work on campus, what you want me to do? Work off campus might need a work permit, to apply for it will cost a fortune as well!


If you really think study overseas is too expensive why don't just fucking stop me at the first time? And why after you approved and complain a lot? It doesn't make sense to me! Can't afford for this you guys can just speak up, anywho this is my dream, I can achieve it by myself although just go as a visitor. JUST TELL, I REALLY DON'T MIND. No point tie up everyone stomach just to fulfill my dream, this will just make me feel guilty.

I ain't rich, although my parents are paying for me tuition fee, doesn't mean like I am all covered with branded stuff or can act like a typical rich girl what not. I hate people who think I am a person like that, just get me furious.

These days are just mentally suffering.


Day 3: Eight fears

1. Change
2. No food
3. No sleep
4. Noisy
5. Lose something I cherish
6. Uncertainties
7. Failure
8. Butterfly/moth

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Day 2: Nine Loves

1. Nicky
2. Family
3. Kamfa
4. Food
5. Sleep
6. Music
7. My laptop
8. Animals
9. Sports *used to*
10. My uni *hopefully*

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Day 1: Ten secrets

To reveal my secrets is kinda hard, especially when I not sure which is secret which is not. I will try my best okay :)

1. Picky big eater
Most of the people know I eat a lot, like really A LOT, not joking. I can finish a 2 person fried rice all by myself. If you don't think that is a lot then you might also a big eater. Okay, this is not the point. The thing is, I am very particular in food, in another way, PICKY. I only eat things I like, no matter how people persuade me to eat something that I don't kike, I JUST DON'T EAT. This is quite a big problem though, because I dislike a lot of food, for example seafood, any spicy thing, garlic, onion yada yada. And, I can eat the same thing for few days, tried before fried rice for 3 days consequently. LOL

2. LOA
Believe or.not, I am actually a lil bit of lack of attention, just that I do not act like some bitches everyday post on their wall praising how much they love.themselves how fabulous their dinner is things like that. I do have a little pride inside of me, but uh I think I showed in a quite different place. I like to be the main attraction in the group, I like the feeling that everyone notice me. This is the reason why sometimes I will do things out of your expectations :)

3. Mood swing
People who often chat with me might notice, I always have mood swing, between hyper and enough most of the time. The change can be very fast, lol. Makes me feel like I have multi-personalities or what, scary, lol. However, when nothing happens, hyper and crack jokes like nobody business is the default mood, lol.

4. Introverted or extroverted?
I am super duper shy when meeting with strangers while super duper crazy with my close friends.

5. Weirdo
Somehow I just act abnormally, you know, like a weirdo, in the sense of behavior and thinking. My friends and brothers would agree to this, very much, LOL.

6. I read (newspapers/books) when I am doing the big business in the toilet, got this habit from my mum. *don't laugh =.=*

7. While having meals in KFC, I always mix the mashed potato and coleslaw together, make it like sauce for fried chicken. Lot of people said this is gross but I just like it, lol.

8. I miss my talkative brother in Taiwan, for real. The house is damn quite without him although he is the trouble maker. =/

9. My heart just broken recently, found out the target is not available anymore. I need a new target right now.

10. Talkative people annoys me. I prefer write than talk. When I put on the "like-I-care" face or not giving attention means I am not listening anymore

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

10 Days Challenge

I think this thing is quite fun, and can kill my lifelessness at the same time. Yes, I am bored. LOL.

Let the game start TOMORROW! :)

Monday, July 25, 2011

Someone Like You

I heard
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now

I heard
That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you

Old friend

Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

*** *** ***
All the best to you, the one who appears in my dream often.
As for myself, is time to move on.

Monday, July 18, 2011

Potter Fever!

Just came back from watching HP7 Part 2. Was awesome, but I really hope that they can make it a 3 hours movie like Transformers 3 so that everything can be well explained, like Fred, Remus's death, Severus's death, Molly VS Bellatrix, etc. Just couldn't accept that these scenes are like that, simple, INCOMPLETE!

Anywho, just sent my email address to Pottermore, wheeeeee, awaiting something special in my inbox on 31st July :P

And, I am gonna download HP 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 and 6 on my laptop soon, because it's Potter Fever! Hohohohohoho.

Oh oh by the way, Albus Severus Potter is way too cute! So cute so cute sooooo cuteeee!

This kiddo!
Played as Harry Potter's son in HP7 Part 2 in the end of the movie, named Albus Severus Potter, his name is by Arthur Bowen.
Cute right???? :D

Sunday, July 17, 2011

7 months 19 days

500th blog post on this blog, I shall dedicate this to you, and myself. P/S: I miss you

My life likely to last ten to fifteen years. Any separation from you will be painful for me. Remember that before you buy me.

Give me time to understand what you want of me

Don't be angry for me for long and don't lock me up as punishment. You have your work,your entertainment and your firends. I have only you.

Talk to me sometimes. Even if I don't understand your words. I understand your voice when it's speaking to me.

Be aware that however you treat me, I'll never forget it and if it's cruel it may affect me forever

Remerber before you hit me that I have teeth that could easily crush the bones of your hand,but that I choose not to bite you.

Before you scold me for being uncooperative,please ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food,or I've been run in the sun too long or my heart is getting old and weak.

Take care of me when I get old. You too,will grow old.

Go with me on difficult journeys. Never say I can't bear to watch it or let it happen in my absent. Everything is easily for me if you are there. Remember,I love you.

Former home, a place that kept our memories.

I know you're somewhere looking at me,

I can feel you.


Used to the life that without you?
I feel uncontended.

I love you,

Can you hear me?

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Places I Wish to See Before I Die

Thanks to the Guam photos on Facebook, makes me so wanna go for a travel right now, like RIGHT NOW!!!

So, I came up with a list.
These are places I wish to go in the future, must complete at 50% before I die :P

-The Grand Canyon, USA.

-Great Barrier Reef, Australia.

-Miami, Florida, USA.

-South Island, New Zealand

-Cape Town, South Africa

-Las Vegas, USA.

-New York, USA.

-Canadian Rockies, Alberta, Canada.

-Uluru, Australia.

-Chichen Itza, Yucatan, Mexico

-Machu Picchu - Peru

-Niagara Falls, Ontario, Canada.

-Petra, Jordan

-The Pyramids - Egypt

-Venice, Italy


-Great Wall of China, BeiJing, China

-Victoria Falls - Zimbabwe

-Yosemite National Park, California, USA.

-Hawaii, USA.

-Auckland - New Zealand

-Iguazu Falls, Argentina/Brazil/Paraguay

-Paris, France

-Alaska, USA.

-Angkor Wat, Cambodia

-Himalayas, Nepal

-Rio de Janeiro, Brazil

-Masai Mara, Kenya

-Galapagos Islands, Ecuador

-Luxor, Egypt

-Rome, Italy

-San Francisco, USA.

-Barcelona, Spain

-Dubai, United Arab Emirates

-La Digue, Seychelles

-Sri Lanka



-Terracotta Army, Xi An, China

-Zermatt, Switzerland

-Angel Falls, Venezuela

-Abu Simbel, Egypt

-Bali, Indonesia.

-French Polynesia, France

-Easter Island, Chile

-Guam, USA.

-Caño Cristales (Rainbow River), Columbia.

-Zurich, Switzerland.

-The Louvre, Paris, France.

-Santa Claus Village, Finland.

-Prague, Czech Republic.

-JiuZhaiGou Valley, SiChuan, China


-Palau Island



-Red Square, Moscow, Russia

-Hokkaido, Japan

-Shinjuku, Japan

-Osaka, Japan


-Bohol Island, Philippines

-Berlin, Germany.

- Seattle, USA.

-Cambridge, UK.

-HangZhou, China

Salar de Uyuni, Bolivia.

Jing Si hall, Tzu Chi Foundation, HuaLien, Taiwan

and the list will still go on!

Due to the financial issue, I shall accomplish some of these in my dream, unless I become a millionaire in a sudden, or someone willing to sponsor my trip expenses! :)


Credits to for supplying all the awesome photos.