yesterday chun weng dont know why dont want to dance
me, cc, huaxiang and chiauhong at there gan jiong
ZZZzzzZzzz
so after we arrange cc going to solo
aiks
early in the morning~
LOL after fetch siew foong and wen tin
we go to wayna house
today having practice for our graduation performance^^
we too early reach her house d
so wayna, siewfoong, wentin and wayna's sis playing some kind of mahjong game =.=
i were sleeping~ha!
maybe is too tired d LOL
when i wake up many people reach d
while waiting others cecilia teaches we girls the opening
LOL
kinda ballet =.=
my pose so tut LOL
and cc and chihyin cool pose!

SPLIT! i think i could never do this LOL
our song is "beauty and the beast"
love this song man~
nice and romantic
still remember the scene belle dance with beast~
wooo~~
finally those guys come
ZZZzzzZzzZzz
cc starts teach us the steps
with couple =.=
oh my god
so gan jiong
first time dance with boy leh
some more is couple dance
kanasai X.X
why i suggest this at the first T^T
oh ya forgot something
my partner was chiau hong
a guy sit behind me in class
LOL
looks like everyone also nervous
i think they also first time
arrrraahhhhhh
oh my god my god~~~~
i dont know how to finish those step X.X
after a while cc ask us come out show the dance one by one pair
me and chiau hong is first T^T
dont know why they choose us T^T
music starts
then when got a pose i need to lie on his arm
got people shouted! AAAAHHHHhhhhhh!!!!!
i heard suehhooi's sound =.=
they said chiauhong touched my breast
shit! where got???!!! kanasai T^T
got a moment i wanna give up
i dont want dance liao larrr
what is this????!!! T^T
at last cc said nothing he dint touched just they see wrong
yalarrr...
i dint feel also they some more can see meh? T^T
after keep practice we rest a while
wayna house is damn damn hot and pek cek
we keep sweating and use all way to reduce heat =.=
see~~

is suehhooi! LOL
after that we see huilan them de hip hop
erhhhuummm
still okie larr
but our better XD
many people go back d
left few only
me go and wear the dress i decide to wear in performance and keep playing there
=.=
i hate dress man
so pek cek LOL
after few hours we so so hungry
i hungry until almost faint d
huaxiang there still haven't decide going where to eat =.=


see!! i hungry until eat bread d T^T
MAAAaaaaa...i am starving larrrr......i wanna eat i wanna eat T^T
at last they finally decide to eng ann mamak eat
walau
not enough full lar
ZZZzzzZzzzZzzzZz
i bought some snacks and a sparkling juice LOL
that day hueybeng, wentin, suehhooi, siewfoong, sinyee and me overnight at wayna house
sinyee brought her teddy MR. SPEG!! soo cutteeeee^^
midnight we go huaxiang house again =.=
my partner sot d
keep hide himself inside the blanket and keep say what he is hello kitty some kind of crazy thing =.=
oh my gosh
when we going to sleep he read out the menu what chicken rice, teh-o give rm5 change rm0.50
walau a~~
head so pain =.=

dance dance dance

gosh~
finally decided what to perform in the graduation ceremony
hip hop plus couple dance
hop hop perform by huilan them
is couple dance is us this gang lor~
me and cecilia asked to plan out this
these are people who join in this dance
mostly is our gang lar
me, wayna, suehhooi, siewfoong, cecilia, huaxiang, chiauhong, cheelin, chunweng, JK, soonchun, karhong, chihyin, sinyee, weihong
uhhmmm
i been surf on the web for few hours to find a suitable song for our dance
and i asked lots of people to give suggestion
night i am going to bukit tinggi meet up cecilia to discuss about the pairing
oh my gosh
this is really a tough job XD
i asked those who participate in this dance that dont want pair with who or any special request LOL to prevent complainmentand arguement lar
ZZZzzzZzzZzzzZzz
okay
it's night
and i drive out that time my parents not in
they go overseas
LOL
finally meet up cecilia at food court there
we discuss the dance and talk about gossips
hahaha~
the list is out and the message for them is sent
some calls received and some pairs changed =.=
tomorrow is the day to practice!

heard they say days at school not much d
so ask me back to school
aiks
really nothing to do at class larr
all we can do just capture picture and chit chats and also do siao da ji
ZZZzzz
hahaha~
taken some pic with teachers
and chat lots of thing~
well
dont know we still can meet each other after we graduate
hope so ^^
5a4 2008 really gave me a lot
and i have lots of first time in this class
especially first time been hated =.=
i have no idea i been hated such that way
and the stupid reason i cant accept is
she said me that i am self-central and everyone must listen to me
you know me right?
you know i wont do so right?
i dont like to force people do the things they dislike ok?
i admit i am a bit self-central but i never want others MUST follow what i say!
please!
hate me with a GOOD reason thank you!
dont wanna mention this case now
these 2 days really talk many
about friends, future plan, boys and girls, and many many~
quite happy to talk with them
i never try this before
before this i am just a little audience
always listen and never tell out anything
haha~
still remember that last year i am regret with my decision to study in 4a4
now roll back
what a stupid thinking i have!
ha~
i really will miss 5a4 ^^
Oh My God
i gonna cry T^T

WoRRieS~~

these day i worried about many things
days and days i keep thinking about these
the first one
~SPM~
haizz
until now i even haven't touched ANY book YET
if my parents know they gotta kill me
i have lost my determination and attention
i cant concentrate on books
even 1 minute!
i dont know how i gonna die
my result would be "very nice" if i keep like this
OH MY GOD
i dont know what and how to do now
anyone please help me????
shee wan keep asking me to study and when we met she keep SHOW OFF how much she study
what the...
okay okay
i know i am loser at the starting point
dont challenge me okay?
i hate like this!!
~Friends~
watched a TV show yesterday
that show said that 男生在朋友之间都是称兄道弟，女生在朋友之间会耍心机
sometimes i agree about this
not only my friend
i think myself sometimes will do so
i hate to become like that
sometimes i really wanna become a boy
when make friends can totally been trusted and trust others
make friend with some girls sometimes really suffer
they like to show off, anything want to compare with each other
even take advantage from me
i think that's why always the girl meet friendship problem
haizz
i wish i can be more dont care about this
like boys like that treat their friends more good
beside hope them can treat me same as how i treat them ^^
to all my friends
we dont say forever friend
just grasp the time we have now ok?
i really dont wanna lose you all
~Graduate Soon!!!~
OH MY GOD
i gonna graduate 2 weeks soon!
time 'd pass SO FAST
5 years in kwang hua
form 3 and form 5 is the year most memorable to me
this two years changed me many
haizz
hope that day wont come T^T
i sure will cry until very terrible that day
so more tissue please! >.<

FeD Up

quite up sad these days
after i get my last two subject
both subject also FAILED
last time heard that our class finally got people passed his/her sejarah
but at last
no one can break the record
haizz
come next is the account
haizz
i failed this subject
feel so suck
person sit infront me get higher marks then me
he copy my answer!!
my friends asked why i so stupid do this kind of action
seriously i dint think about this
haizz
i wont do it next time
not worth at all
i set my target that get 3A or above
but i failed to do it at last
i get one A2 only
and two failed subject
SPM TRIAL is the first exam that make me nervous and pay most attention on it
but
i still failed to do it well
1A is really really not enough
so what if my BM get 65?
so what if my math finally get C?
1A is nothing
what happen to my EA and PA?
why can i get such marks??
how failure i am?
and finally
i decide to give up my 7 years feelings to HIM
i think so many times
is that worth?
what for i waiting him for so long?
well
most of my friend know who is HIM
some said at 7years was a long time
haa
time passed so fast
honestly
i done many things is because of him
get into kwang hua
join in ping pong and softball club
but at last he not active in this two club and
i am the one who become active one
should thanks to him let me fall into love with ping pong ^^
errmmhmmm
so
now
still got many things to say about this
but..
i dont know what and how to say
haa
just let it go
still got many boys waiting me to explore! LOL

trial result!!

oh man~
one week holiday pass so fast
is the time to get my trial result
aiks
some are expected but some really surprising me!
BM-65
BI-56
BC-73
SCIENCE-64
MATH-50
P.MORAL-40
EA-46
K.CINA-40
-subjects haven't get-
SEJARAH
P.AKAUN
P.SENI
the first subject i get today is kesusasteraan cina
honesty i dint study this subject at all
it is too much and not enough time to study
last time exam is use up 2 or 3 sheets of paper to write
but this time just one piece of paper
luckily i dint fail this subject although i write to little
thanks puan tan ^^
next one is Pendidikan Moral
the subject that most disappointed me
i forget not to leave blank for esei!
OH MY GOD~~~~
if i remember that i can get higher marks!
hope when SPM i wont repeat the mistake again
NEVER!!
next on~
MATH~~
i usually failed this paper in every exam
but this time i asked my friend wayna to teach me
and i promise she if i score C or above i will spent she eat whatever she wants!
hope she wont choose what windmill or any expensive one T^T
hope i can keep this level when at SPM
i am not greedy
pass is enough for me ^^
oh my oh my
it's BM period
everyone was so nervous about their result
this subject will affect them whether get their graduation cert or not
when math period i told my friend beside me chin se that i hope i can get B this time
my BM keep improving this year
last time was 50 so this time i wish i can get higher
ha~
so happy that i get 65
still the highest in class ^^
hohoho~
and our 羊咩咩一族 all passed our BM
cheers!!
really should celebrate^^
now is science
puan thulasi said that i shouldn't have this kind of result
i can do it better
sorry teacher i dont know what happened and i dont know why i will get this mark
i swear i got study
push give back our paper although today dint have her period
believe that tomorrow she going to discuss
aiks
46 only
not so good
quite jealous two guys sit behind me
they get 4 or 5 A's recently
me? only 1 A2
but at least dint failed any subject YET
hope my sejarah and akaun will pass
heard that our class this time got people pass her/his sejarah
hohohoho~
dont know who the lucky one!
HOPE IS ME!! XD

go KL with relative

yuen phei invite me to KL with her family and mei t'ng too!
today is her mate going home
so they wanna bring she go KL have a walk
they asked me to prepared well at 10am something
but at last they late
whatever larr
that two little boy was so noisy and yuen phei keep talking cold jokes
so.cold =.=
our first destination KLCC
so bored
Petro Sains closed for holiday
we do nothing there
just walk around and we have a drink a while
it was fruit juice
i forget the price but it is BIG size
we used up several time to finish it
those pic not with me now
KLCC really nothing to shop
we decide to go sunway pyramid
but before we going we saw PAVILLION
hoho~
straight away drive inside
there just same with KLCC
branded shops
expensive food
duhh
before going back we brought doughnuts
nice^^
about 3pm i reached home
and found that our new pc get virus!!
OH MAN
who done this??
he gonna kill by me
i scold they two fiercely
"but i dont think so they scared me"
i just wanna to release my anger
this pc just use few days already kena liao
walau
they dont want to fix it
it's my job again
I HATE THEM!!! T^T
my pc!!
i am forced to use the old one, lag one..haizz
mei t'ng asked whether want to watch movie midnight show
"again? i yesterday and monday just watch wor"
nevermind larr..seldom go out with she
lets make today our first time! LOL
about 8.30pm something she come and fetch me and lil' brother
big brother and mum going out
we two was so starving waiting to eat
finally she comes
at first we go to buy ticket
hmm
what else movie nice
we chosen "EAGLE EYE"
we dont know the story at all LOL
after that we go to have our dinner
KFC
there was crowded and we're not allowed to dine-in because they going to close
walau
just 10pm only leh
hari raya need like this mehh?
we forced to eat at the 2nd floor platform
there's one couple there
is LES T^T
scary T^T
after eating there's still 1 hour to spent
they want to sing k with my 30 minutes coupon
but i am shy so dint go
at last we sit somewhere waiting time to pass
ZZZzzz
11.45pm finally reach
LOL
the movie was nice
i love this kind of movie
about technology
wooohooo~~~
me and brother reach home about 12.20pm
yay~NICE DAY NICE MOVIE~