i am LOST

i LOST again
i broke my promise again
i told myself to start hardworking from MAY
but now is already JULY
i done nothing at all
except for doing accounts notes lar
but that not enough at all
dad told me now better start do revision
left few months only
if not really cant catch up
haizz
lost my energy
lost my spirit
lost my determination
lost my power to move forward
what i am doing everyday actually??
dreaming in class
playing computer
copying homework
talking with friends
discussing those nonsense
these are not helping me to score better is SPM
what should i do?
my mum asked me to drink 鸡精
the taste is so so disgusting larr
never try that again T^T
well
hope this will cheer me up!