So Close

I know I am bad, did not really explain what happened after I have been rejected by SFU. SFU go STFU la! :(

So, here you go :)

1st July 2011-I realize I have been rejected by SFU via their Student Information System (SIS). They did not even notify me via email! Luckily I checked, if not everything will be delayed. The reason been rejected? LIMITED ENROLLMENT! Damn you limited. Even Miss Zaleha said SFU is weird, not only because of their super slow email response and also, they did not offer me any alternatives! Like admit into next term or another course, wtf! Reject straight, amboi!

6th July 2011-Used up about 1 week to figure out which university I can transfer my credit to. Applied to University of Saskatchewan and University of Windsor. Both of them have the course I desire. Was a very last minute application though!

7th July 2011-Purposely paid a visit to CAE to have a talk with Miss Zaleha to figure out why and how. At the same time let my dad more clear about what the hell is American Degree Transfer Program. Settled transcripts and required documents today as well, courier right away to the universities that I have applied.

12th July 2011-University of Saskatchewan said they can only offer me January intake as their September's is already closed. At the same time tried to call SFU to appeal, somehow they does not pick up their phone, dang.

16th July 2011-Application has been accepted by University of Windsor.

22nd July 2011-Accepted the offer from University of Windsor. And working on study permit to Canada.

25th July 2011-Went to High Commission Canada, Wisma Tan&Tan, Ampang with dad to submit study permit application form.

27th July 2011-Collect medical form from HCC and do medical check up right away.

10th August 2011-Asked to submit passport to HCC.

11th August 2011-Applying US visa. Booked air ticket.

12th August 2011-Collect back passport from HCC.

16th August 2011-Payment cleared which is due on 15th, and got my resident on campus.

And, checked University of Windsor SIS almost everyday, to read email, or to update timetable etc.

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If you applied to university before, I know you might shouting in your heart: OMFG What is this girl doing?! I know right? EVERYTHING IS SO DAMN LAST MINUTE! Uni application, visa, air ticket and pay for tuition fee/deposit for res/cost for res and meal plan. Everything is like M.I movie for me je. LOL.

MY ADVICE TO FUTURE UNIVERSITY APPLICANTS: APPLY MORE THAN 1 UNIVERSITY! DO EVERYTHING EARLIER! It is super risky to do whatever I've done up there!

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It is sad that I couldn't get SFU but hey, I started to like University of Windsor! I even peeking it through Google Earth when I am free!

Information you might interested:
Name of School: University of Windsor
Place: Windsor, Ontario. 5 minutes away from Detroit, United States of America.
Course Taking: B.A Hons Visual Arts & Communication, Media and Film
Duration: 3 or 4 years, depends how often I go back to Malaysia
Flight info: 5th September, 0925 KLIA, yes, I am flying alone

I don't really know anyone there, but there is one JPA scholar from CPU, somehow I feel that she might not want to help me out or something, oh well. Just hope everything will be smooth!

HERE I COME, UWIND! :)

QUESTIONS?

Answer

After been worried for many months, I got the answer finally.

A letter.

For those who applied to university before will know what does this mean.

I should receive a packet of document. A letter means I failed. With the reason limited enrollment.

BIG DISAPPOINTMENT

When dad told me the school sent me a letter I already know the answer, since I didn't receive any emails. So yea.

My dad said we can try to appeal. However I don't have much hope for it.

INTI just doesn't professional enough to advice in Canadian Universities, this is a very sad case. Both parties (she and I) just put this on a bet, no one have the 100% confirmation of what both of us are doing.

Perhaps go to INTI is just wrong at the beginning. I ruined my grades there, even my objective of life.

Okay, last shot, Waterloo, just hope everything is gonna be alright. Tonight submit my proposal to my dad.

If I fail again, bye Canada.

Lastly, please allow me.

TMDKNNMMCBWTFWTHDLLJCB0O0screwmyselfscrewintiscreweverythingfuckeduplikeidontcareatallifeellikestabmyselfkaokaolat!!!!!

SFU + HIS252

FAI-NE-LEE!! FINALLY! \(^o^)/
RELIEVED a lil bit.
So now, just need to wait the circle become a tick.
Patient patient.
"Thank you" so much CAE and IDP pulling the whole process for so long!

And for HIS252 paper just now, eff-ed up, I studied Franklin D. Roosevelt, but Theodore Rooselvelt came out, I focused on New Deal but Cold War and Watergate came out. WTFFF.
For the entire paper I tembak-ed 80%, die die? I want a B or above eh please!
Imma spend whole day tomorrow in the library for CHM107 and ECO151.
Woooooo.
Awesome mood is back I suppose, thank you SFU!!!
Hahahahahaha. Sleep first.

疯了

混乱 想太多 紧张 期待 不知所措 失眠 吃太多睡太多读太少 不专心 想太多 想太多 抱怨 责怪 等待 落空 梦游 吃喝玩乐 看戏 stalk人stalk太多 应付sp太多 sms太多 烦 肉骨茶 擂茶 哭笑不得 睡不着 热 冷 鼻涕 HIS252 CHM107 ECO151 PHI101 想太多 spam twitter 关云长 THOR Fast Five 钱 广州 Pulau Perhentian 考试！读书读书读书书书书书 我快疯了

如果到最后没有的话怎么办？
不敢想

河？

高楼？
碳？
去你他妈的黄颖诗，
你有这么脆弱咩？
你不是有back up plan咩？

哦，
对对对，
想太多，
想太多。
唔。
晚餐......
食物~

你奶奶的FINAL EXAM! 老娘不喜欢你啦！o0o

SFU!!!

Ranked 214th in the world, 215th in the field of arts and humanities. Woots woots.

really really really want to go thereeeeee.

I don't care much about the ranking la seriously, I just wanna go study there.

Just whenever I heard anything about SFU I will go hyper.

15th April faster come, IELTS result will be released on this day. nervous nervous.

arghhhhh.

Bless me.

Passport to my dream.

Please, don't let me fail, I really really wanna get it.

What's up after CPU?

Since everyone is asking, and it's a bunch to explain, so, I think it's better to explain everything here. Sounds cool right? =)
So yea, what is my plan after I graduated from CPU?

At the first semester of CPU, I never thought about this issue, until the second semester, when friends around me started to survey universities they want to go to. Then, I started to nervous already.

My first plan was Taylors University College, LakeSide Campus.

I aimed for Bachelor of Media Arts, but then have to transfer to UniSa at the final year.
Not that UniSa is not good or whatever, I just don't want to go to Australia, since everyone is going there. =.=
Moreover, I wish to go to a place which is totally different with what I have here, so Australia, OUT. =)

Still, I am more looking forward to Canada, the country I always wish to visit. It would be awesome if I study at the country I like right? =) Plus, studied in CPU had strengthen the will I want to go there. And my dad said no problem with that.

After meet with Miss Iris at Taylors Placement Centre, I found University of New Brunswick! =D They provide Multimedia Studies, which quite similar to Media Arts. I googled this Uni and I fall in love with their environment!
Yea, snow! =D
I wanted to ask for my dad's suggestion but by that time he went outstation. And the closing date is almost there, therefore my mum ask me to apply for it first, will make decision after I got the offer letter.
One thing I really like about UNB is I don't need to take IELTS! =D ENG4U is more than enough. Yeay! =D

Quickly settle everything, fill up form, gather documents, bla bla bla, and application letter sent! 60CAD gone! LOL

Surprisingly, UNB replies kinda fast, and I GOT ADMITTED! Hooolalalala~ *Jumps up and downnnnnn*
When I want to seriously discuss this with my dad, guess what? HE ASKED ME TO REJECT THE OFFER! OMFGWTFWTH??!! !@#$%^&*
Why? Why? Why? Why?

As he said, I never stay outside alone, therefore I don't know how to take care myself yet. They will be very worry if I go to country that far for 4 years and they can't take care of me because I am that FAR! Plus, expenses 4 years there is damn expensive.
FINE!!! Who said no problem when I said I wanna study there huh?? WHO???!!
If you don't let me go you must tell me at the very first time, so that I won't have hope on that, now you made me terribly DISAPPOINTED. =(
!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*

And he wants me to find colleges that offers courses that twin to Canada. OMFGWTFWTH?? *again* Walaoeh, he seriously gonna drive me crazy. Arghhh, tahan, TAHANNNNN.
What can I do? I can't just sit on the floor and cry said "I don't care I don't care I just wanna go", that is not my style. :/

Meanwhile, Taylors sent an invitation to my dad, invite him to an event, something like Open Day, but it's a smaller one. In that event we found an interesting NEW course, Interactive Design bla bla something like that. It's new, very new, they not yet got the permission from the government to start this course yet. Same as Media Arts at Taylors, final year gonna transfer to another country, this time not Australia, but UK, University of Northumbria. :/ Not Canada? Tak mau. LOL *I know I am degil. WHO CARES? I want my study plan PERFECT, my dream weih*

After some times, I got one plan in mind, actually is a sudden one. I can join American Degree Transfer Program! Yea, why not? They can transfer credits to Canada as well! =D
Done some research, I found that Inti actually have the best ADP, not Taylors though, I wonder why :/

Then I tell this to my dad, he said "Good, go Inti Nilai then, is far enough from house, and you can stay our house there, save money. " LOL
We find a day purposely go straight down to pay Inti Nilai a visit. Meet consultants there, and talk, bla bla bla. *Cutting short*

So, I signed up for AUP at Inti, Nilai, August intake. I will study here for 8 months and then hopefully my marks is pretty enough to transfer to Simon Fraser University, Surrey, British Columbia, Canada! =D

Speaking of subjects, I think they gonna give me Mathematics, college algebra or something like that, and Economics plus Accounts? OMFG, kill me, I got C and below for these 3 subjects in SPM. Oh god, SAVE ME!!! T__________T I don't wanna fail.

The campus looked pretty modern, I like castle style campus lah. Oh well, better than nothing right? =)

As for my course, is Interactive Arts and Technology, concentration on Media Arts! =D Hopefully I can get there. PRAY HARD!

So yea, I gonna stay outside, far away from my house. I am kinda happy, no more being driver and kakak! Phew~ =P

My parents seems very happy for me staying outside, like finally? Gan jiong this gan jiong that, like first time sending kids out from the house. *My bro stayed outside 1 year when he still at PSDN Hin Hwa* They think I really cannot take myself like that, I gonna prove them they are wrong! =)

Tomorrow is the Enrollment day, which mean the day to sign up for subjects, after that is orientation, 5pm to 7pm. WTH? There's still a lot of events on the next day. Not feel like joining, aku anti social lah. =.=

WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE! =)